.sorry.

.assalammualaikum.
sorry to say. i just didn't mean it. and it so. fine. what ever i said, there's a reasons for it. it's not like "oke!aq saje je nak ckp mcm tuh!" and did you get it. yes i know that "dye" pun ade pride. yeah right! he's a guy kan. i'm sorry again. just like what i said. i didn't mean it. didn't mean to get mad. but yet. i think it's good enough when i didn't blew up everything. sorry again. yes. i deactivate my facebook account for you dear. yeah. you told me not to get mad with him in public right? it's better i back off for a while. just sent a message then i'll be there for you. it's not like i don't want to get in touch or i'm angry with you. but just. ithink it's more better if i leave things back to usual. to you jaja fadzalina. i think it's better if you delete your wall post that you make. sorry to say but your word getting to harsh. and it's more better if you also back off and didn't easily get mad with it. okay. like she said. he also get some pride and we'll hurt his pride if we continue posting those things. to my dear fara. i'm sorry for let my emotions conquer my mind. for certain reason i just didn't mean to hurt his pride and i also didn't want to make you sad. just. think again. he did post those things to my wall and yet i just. naaaah. i don't know la. just sorry. from now on. i'll never scold him. thanks n_n

.silence.

.assalamualaikum.

don't have any strength to faced it. it already reach the limit. thank you. i'm fine with it. just go. i don't want it anymore. lantak p la. what did you do with my heart? it so sudden. silence without any warn for me. warn for me to take action. what will happen next? i'm sorry. but. my heart just want to speak. it's better i let it go. but. look. already hurt your heart. but. my heart just want to say what i'm thinking about now. it's very important. because. that thing involved our story. dear. i'm sorry. but i didn't mean it. and sometimes i feel like i want to be alone. without you. but sometimes i think i need you more than everything. sometimes i think that how long we are in a relationship doesn't mean anything if we didn't happy with it. sometimes i think that you didn't love me like you used to. sometimes i feel like i'm the only girl in the world that didn't know how to give happiness for her partner. but can you tell me why. i don't want to blame anyone else. just enough. blaming myself for my own mistakes. it's more better. dear. can we break up for a certain time. i just want to be alone. didn't know why. but i want to. dear. i'm sorry. because i'm doubting your sincerity. but i need some space for me to motivate myself. i know. there no more space for me if i back off now. and yes. i don't want to. but. it just a feeling. dear. i'm so sorry for letting your heart ache. i'm so sorry and i meant it.